Warning: I most likely will not be editing these posts, so please forgive any mistakes I make.
The summary of today: unproductive.
I went to bed far too late last night for my aim and tiredness. I was awoken by a text from Hurricane, innocently asking me if I was coming. After going back and forth for a bit, I broke down crying because I felt heavily conflicted — do I head out now or do I sleep longer because I’m super tired and BOTH my arms hurt? After talking to Hurricane about it, he told me just to go to sleep, since it seemed like the better idea.
I am EXTREMELY grateful for his understanding.
I went to sleep and eventually woke up mostly refreshed around 3:30. I took a shower, got dressed, did my hair, and went off to our friends house to meet up with Hurricane.
We ate food there, but I wasn’t enjoying it. I feel kind of bad that our friend’s mother noticed my wrinkled nose, but she just asked kindly what was missing. I honestly wasn’t sure. Maybe I just don’t like cold rice with cucumbers and peas. When I heated it up, it was a bit better, but not by much. Luckily, I had some tomato soup at the side.
Hurricane and I spent a lot of time cuddling and kissing, up until we left to go see a some old movies. They weren’t horrible (they actually were quite good), but Hurricane and I honestly just wanted to spend time with each other. We haven’t seen each other since Saturday and BOY, did we miss each other!
We eventually got up to be lovey-dovey in the hallway and so we could talk about awesome stuff. I began to get super tired again and I was getting hungry. Our friend’s mother apologized that we got bored, but we corrected her — we weren’t bored; we just wanted some private time together.
Eventually our friend’s father drove us back since he had to set up a bed for a guest anyway.
Hurricane and I tried to rush to a restaurant and he decided it would be better for us to actually go back another day because the kitchen closed in 10 minutes. I was sad inside, but I knew he was right — if only we left a bit earlier or didn’t attend the movie at all.
We ended up going to Burger King instead, ate nicely, then went back to our friend’s house and talked to his mother for a good half hour about voice acting stuff and Pokémon. Hurricane was sad because he felt cut off and ignored during the conversation. I felt bad, especially since that’s normally how I end up when other people are talking.
We hung out in my car for a bit longer. I didn’t want to stop snuggling or kisisng him because he just looked SO beautiful. I wanted to cry because I love him so much.
I drove him back home and then came back to where I currently live.
I intended to work on some commissions, but then I found a bunch of ants roaming around and the most likely culprit of myself accidentally leaving an empty can of orange soda on my desk. Oops. That’s such a bad habit of mine!
I decided to not do anything on my computer after seeing all the ants and came onto my laptop to do some research about potential additional income sources. I have some goals, after all, and I need more money than I actually earn to get ’em.
Then I decided to write this entry.
I’ll return to my regularly scheduled projects later today. I’m tired anyway.
Good night! Off to reading!