I once was ahead, now I’m behind.

I was in debate of whether to post this on my personal blog or not, but decided to go with this “Written World” one, since everything I’m about to say is related to written and creative works.

I spent four days catching up on my word count, which I managed to do. I figured I could continue with 2,000 words, but then I did a quick commission for a friend who needed it done within a certain time limit, so my focus went from my novel to commissions and is currently shifting into Kelly’s Journey.

I felt kind of bad putting off my commissions to work on my novel, but now I’m in the mood to do them. However, I also feel like I need to do this novel as well. I can also feel the urge to write Kelly’s Journey slowly seeping into my veins, which will over take actually doing my commissions and my novel. So, as a result, I don’t feel like doing any of those because I feel like doing them all. I keep debating what I should do, but once I start, I stop because I’m feeling indecisive about what to do.

I meant to do all those things this month, but clearly, I haven’t gotten to them all yet. I feel like I could though if I caught up with my word count and got to 50,000 words early (which I’m confident I can do, but I need to write), I could manage to write Kelly’s Journey.

I am in that “what should I do” mode. I think for the best, I should do my commissions, just to get them out of the way and because it’s my primary “mood”. People have been waiting for months on these commissions and I feel bad for leaving them there for so long. I also want to get them out of the way so I can update my commission information and work on my website.

Yeah, that’s another thing I need to work on.

My website.

Though, right now, I don’t feel like working on it. I know if I started to, I wouldn’t stop until I finished whatever page I was working on.

So…yeah, I’m going to work on my commissions, try to get them done, then take a trip down to Florida. THEN, I shall write.